...
i have no lid opon my head, but if i did, you could look inside and see
whats on my mind..(dave & the boys)
... if when i die,
i know i have touched you, i will be the happiest person to ever live..(a.brent
cross)
i wear the halo,
but my deeds are not angelic. my fear on the sleeve, i step onto a thin
strand of promise. my pain, for now, has gone. gone to some dark recess
of my brain, and i cant feel anymore. my mind is a constant void of confussion.
i close my eyes, but see through my lids. my emotions are distracted long
enough to pick up the pieces, put em' in my pocket."I'll worry later."
flip the tape, the same damn song plays and i "do" see the light of a thousand
churches as "i reach out from the inside." i tremble but i'm not cold.
i sweat but i'm not hot. i scream but i'm never heard. i search but still
i dont find. im touched.... only then do i begin to feel again. the cacoon
of another has been cracked, i feel no ties, no frailty, no matter.....like
a pale color green, i clash and stand alone. and somewhere on the inside,
i cant slow down. keep on push'n...keep the pull on. looking for the end....not
the hook but the noose. but even it never comes... i wish it would. i could
laso the moon, pull myself up. claw my way out of this distant pit of trepidation.
no self-pity, no self-respect, or disipline. climb back into the bottle.
cry, can't feel the tears, only the moisture. one optical ocean drops my
eye, and cuts my lips. an Awakening. wish on my star and hold that rope......a.
brent cross
"inspired by
the 420 club"
please
look around in the links ..PEACE!
tHANKs fOr yOUr sUPPORt
well you found this
stupid page.... uh thanks for come'n .. if your not impressed at this time,
msg me and i'll talk it up... spit a little game..heheh.. i love music,
people, and life... im in a bit of a rut right now, stuck in smalltown
USA. i gotta getta grip.. get the hell outta here...
i love to paint
everything and on anything...love black and white photography.. i hope
to be able to open my on studio one day... somewhere down the line im gonna
teach high school art classes..i love to write... im an optomist... well...
i guess i've just become really good at overlook'n trivial bs..... i wanna
meet as many people as i can... hopefully people that i can count on to
expand my mind... "stimulate yo mind craig" damn that was a good movie..
uh... lets see, as far as music its a free-for-all .. im into everything
from fear factory to dave matthews and from beastie boys to tool.... o
yea dat mystikal tight'r than a mofo too... im a free spirit with nothing
but live'n on my mind... meditation my only escape, i climb back on this
cyber pony and get sucked into this mass of space we call the www.... if
i ever trip at least i got buddy green to help break the fall.. peace on
earth... good will not even conceived by most, i strive to attain some
peace of mind... r.i.p. "alfie"... gone too damn soon but i caint forget
my boys
ICQ # - 35825370
Usually online late nights, so if I don't return your messages immediately,
wait longer...hehee
(central time zone)
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